I know I've been so spotty over the last...what has it been, two years?
I pop in every once in a while, only to tease you and disappear again. Life has been crazy, and busy, as I try to figure out my new normal. And here's why...
I got divorced. I was ashamed. Embarrassed. I was disappointed in myself. I moved. I mourned. I cried. I prayed. I fought. I worked more. I worked on myself. I worked on being a better mom. I lost friends. I lost confidence. I took a lot of flack. I over analyzed everything. I stressed. I gained weight. I worried. I struggled. I prayed more. I got stronger. I quit worrying about what people would think. I focused on myself. I poured all of my love into Henry. I grew. I focused on me. I realized that it's ok to make myself happy. I kept fighting. I didn't give up. I found true happiness. I'm still learning and growing, but I know in my heart that everything happens for a reason.
I haven't gotten a lot right in my life, but one thing I did get right was Henry...and I'm good at being his mother. Loving him is easy, and it's what I was meant to do.
I'm thankful to share this life with him. <3
I know there will be judgements and I might even lose followers, but at this stage, I'm ok with that. People have asked and now I've answered.